If I could I want to turn back to where we have start… I would change everything. So I won’t stay in diz kind of situation… It is hurt so bad… and it wouldn’t heal… If I could I would to erase some memory…. *sigh* I want to scream out, cry out and speak out to let go of this feeling….But with whom???  Sometimes I wish I was not me >_<… I don’t want to be me!!!